+ Saturday, January 9, 2010
The End Of The Squences And a New Start
Welcome welcome welcome back readers! So there goes the first week of school, honestly i really wasn't excepting anything much, school will always be the same, i mean how much worse can it be? So many have been complaining regarding their arrangement of classes? Too much homework? Waking up early in the morning? Come on I'm sure we've been into deeper hell holes before right? And this is also a process of growing up.
Well i've finally realized the importance of studying, after all these years. I was a terrible student, a bad friend , and most of all, a horrible son. So i'm going to work hard from now on, for a change. I know words alone won't do anything, I've always known that. The another is, i will not waste any more time 'emo-ing' or whatever crap that i've been doing for years?
I believe motivation is a powerful asset in order to improve myself and to do something. Without motivation, most of you will find that there really is no point doing something. As example, i asked Eugene this question few weeks ago.
'Why did you choose to be like this? I mean studying and everything, you could have been like some other guys playing and screwing around whole day and waste their life?'
'Simple, i don't enjoy the process of studying, No one does. But i enjoy what comes after.'
Now that is one good motivation to study, yes many might have known this, but not many apply that simple yet effective method.
This another motivation my mother gave me, after i went school, she'll stick a note onto my table lamp.

Thanks mom, you're a great mother.
I guess i've blabbered enough nonsense for this time, I feel much better now as I have no one talk to, someone who can listen to what am i thinking of, how i feel.
I won't be updating often as i'll only use the computer during weekends and only online using my phone.
Thank you everyone, for playing an important role in my life of becoming my great friend.
Those Who Do Not Learn From The Past Are Condemned To Repeat It.